Friday, June 30, 2006

today math test le..ok la..think can pass la..but not with flying colour..haha..cos got afew ques anyhow do de..as long as can pass can liao..dun expect too much..haha..now feeling so headache..i think is stress too much le..by the math test..last min still rushing doing some ques tat i dunno how do de..haha..but quite happy de..cos in end i finally noe how solve..haha..
yes!! next week got to work for 2 day..fri n sat..haha..earn some money..if not really broke liao..haha..money is so easy to spend..but hard to earn..<---i alway agree tat..haha..
2 day more to relax..mon start sch le..sad sia..somemore mon still hav java test..haven study..tat one sure n comfirm fail de..haha..sun got time den study ba..still got database n oopp haven do finish..haix...n forgot when need hand up liao..hehe..(+_+)..

8:15 PM

Thursday, June 29, 2006

haix..tml math test le..haha..din study anything..cos everytime wan concentrate on study..i will feel so tired..study not until 10 min..i will just get up n walk around the house..go drink water..online..i really wan concentrate n study..but i just cant..haiyo..pig ar mi!! fail fail ba..dun care la!!
last time alway after exam den study de..quite long din study for exam or test le..quite lazy le..anyway not matter how hard i study i wont score well de..so i dun bother now..haha..tml den say ba..must slp early today..den tml den hav jing shen..haha..

11:33 PM

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Finally got 1 day..whole day stay at home le..wahhaha..cos since holiday i everyday go out..so tired..so today stay at home rest..so gd to b at home..haha..althought nth to do..but listen to muise n read comic the time pass very fast..feel like goin back to the past..starin out of the window in the middle of the afternoon..doing nth except listening to muise..tat all for today ba..hahah..

11:08 PM

Monday, June 26, 2006

Today went to the superband competition..so happy...wahahah..cos my friend help mi take ticket..haha..so good..den c them perform..so shuai..haha..den soul got the higher score..i think is 37.5..cant rem le..haha..den after their show..we waited at the reception for them to come out..den soul is the last to come out..wahaha..den my friend got take photo with some of them..haha..
after tat about 11 smth pm den leave the place..so late le..den we took bus to interchange..finally i got to eat my dinner..so hungry..after eating..it is about 12.20am..arr..no bus liao..den walk hm..but got ppl acc mi to ATUC..den i run back..so tired..run all the way hm..reach hm going to 1am liao..first time so late den come hm..scare my mum scold..but lucky she already slept liao..but tml how..i dunno la..later she save to tml den scold..den i die liao la..wahahaha..haiyo..everyday go out..haven do finish hw!! anyway i dunno how do!! haix..die liao!!!!

1:12 AM

Saturday, June 24, 2006

yester went to my cousin house warming..i mean sat..first time went to his house..ok la..quite nice de..but there very hard to go..cos still need take bus in..when reach there just sit there doing nth for hr..until 7smth pm..den start eating..after eating..our younger generation..i mean our age below 18 year old de cousin all went to a room to play poker card..so funny..in the end we end up playing heart attack..wa..li hai leh..10 ppl gather in a circle play heart attack..the circle so big sia..den when ppl win our hand all must put in the middle and let the winner beat..wa..so pain..cos my hand not so long to put in the middle..somemore we still sit cross legged..haiyo..n the guy beat very hard sia..pain leh..haha..but very fun..(^u^)...

10:20 PM


Btw i yesterday really very wu liao at tat time..so typed some rubbish in my blog..just dun bother about it can liao..

1:40 AM


SO TIRED!! Today went to work as waitress at dunno which army camp..I think is at Bukit Panjang up there de camp..Aiya..Dunno la..We took 171 bus there from yishun interchange..Wa!! The bus let mi waited for almost half an hr sia..KE WU!!! Den when we reach the camp there, we were still early..cos the meeting time is 4.30pm..But we reach at 4pm..So we went to change pass first..haha..Den later Ah ong, Alex they all came..So happy..cos very long din c them le..haah..den when "li bu" saw mi he say i din call him..den i call lor: uncle..haha..He was not happy le..He say must call him dear..so er xin..almost make mi vomit..den i just smile smile..just dun wan call..haha..he very funny de..At first when i start workin at waitress at tis 'company' he wan make mi as his daughter..but i just dun wan..haha..den now he wan mi b his dear..siao..haha..but he very concern of mi la..haha..
maybe becos when i first time work..i cut my finger becos i did a stupid thing..den he saw la..den give mi plaster..stupid leh..he still ask mi pain ma? of cos pain la..still bleeding leh..i think becos i look alittle bit stupid..tat make him wan protect mi ba..den alway concern about mi..haha..maybe..but i dunno..haha..
Waiting time to pass until 6 pm den can start eating..I was standin at a stall so call "selling" ice-cream..But no one come take..so i went to next stall to help up..warm up the bun all that la..I DUNNO THE NAME OF THE BUN!! but very delicious..yammy yammy..haha..but i din eat until anything la..becos too many thing to chose to eat..haha..althought i am workin..but after the officer had eaten it is our turn to eat..haha..But before that when i was helpin in another stall..the boss like seein mi not doing anything..tat he call mi take a tray..but i dunno do wat la..then when i come back to my ice-cream stall the in-change de call mi go "distribute" ice-cream..cos she scare tat no one noe here got ice-cream..So i take the tray with ice-cream n walk into the middle which all the officer standing there chattin..as our stall are all at the side de..Then walk a few round liao, still not many ppl take the ice-cream from my tray..so tired my arm..cos i use one hand..use too much strength on 1 hand liao..arr..pain!! then after walkin a few more round,the boss c like still no one take the ice-cream..den he bring mi around call all those sir take the ice-cream..haah..SO TIRED!!

12:37 AM

Friday, June 23, 2006

boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian

12:54 AM


HAIX..BECOS OF THE STUPID COM SKILL PROJECT WHICH NEED TO PROMOTE MYSELF AS A BEST FRIEND..MAKE MI FIND THAT THE MORE I PROMOTE MYSELF..THE MORE I HATE MYSELF!!! sometime i will oso ask myself y would i live in tis world???? BUT I CANT ANS MYSELF!! becos of living so i am still alive..i think tat was the onli ans i got..

12:31 AM

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Another day over!! today is wed le..so fast holiday going to be over..haix..stay at home the whole day!! doing nth!! haha..althought my bro got jio mi go out watch movie.BUT i lazy dun wan go..haha..at first i say we watch midnite show la..cos afternoon i really very tired dun wan go out..den at 8 smth pm my bro ask again wan go out..but i reject agian..wahaha..he very funny la..den he give in n say we go eat supper la..dun wan watch movie le..haha..very funny when he say tat..haha..like to joke around with my bro..at least not so wu liao..haha..

11:43 PM


Another day wasted!! haha. Din do finish the database project. Haiyo. Dunno how do!! I need help!! haha. Doing hw is very sian. Today went to library to hw and we booked a room in the library for 1hr do hw inside. But in the end most of us were chattin or surfing the web. haha. Lazy type wat i do the rest of my day le..haha.. My entries is shorter n shorter cos nth to write. I HATE STUDING!! I HATE DOING HW!! I HATE HAVING EXAM!! ARRRR...
the onli thing i like is reading comic n watching tv..wahaha..I WAN 绿光森林 de vcd!! the channel u,wed to fri 7pm de show!!!! I WAN!! AHHAHAHA.. N I AM BROKE!! LEFT $30 SMTH FOR 2 WEEK!! MUST SHENG ZHE HUI!! IF NOT I DIE SIA!!WAHAHAH..

12:56 AM

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Another day passed!! Time fly!! How i wish to return to my sec sch time. It is more fun. Haix. Life is boring!! Dreaming to be a character in a romantic drama. hahaha. Impossible!!
Haix. Sleep early ba. Tml still have to go sch. Holiday still almost everyday go back sch. And i everyday go out. Very tired le!!

12:52 AM

Monday, June 19, 2006

SIAN!! DOING NOTHING ALMOST THE WHOLE DAY!! Hahaha. Until 7 pm then go out eat dinner with yiling. Went out until 10 something pm then reach home. Talk crap with her the whole night. Haha. Alway got alot of thing to say de. Hahaha. Then she really too bored le, that we walk all the way home. ok la. Not very far from her house to my house. Haha.

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12:25 AM

Sunday, June 18, 2006

haiyo..just now post tat few pic in The Meow Files almost wan my life ar..haha..edit n edit again..sian liao..haha..but all tat photo is all taken last year de..cos my bro dun let mi use his com to upload pic..he say if i use his com sure make spoil by mi de..so dun let mi upload pic..so dun hav lately photo..sob sob..

1:33 AM

Friday, June 16, 2006

haix..no enough slp..aww..cos yester online until 4 something am den go slp..but oso din slp..cos 5 smth am yiling called..actually fall aslp de..den being wake by her..haix..den 6 something am she call again..say she reach my block le..i call her to come to my house to take her thing..cos her thing hav left at the k box..tat i help her bring home..den she need her atm card by tis mornin 7am..which the atm card is with mi..so she hav to come so early in the mornin to take..haix..very tired..so ask her come my house take..actually wan go eat breakfast with her when i pass her de thing de..but i really too sleepy le..haha..den finally after passin her her thing den i went to have a proper slp..until 11am..den wake up prepare go sch do hw..haiyo..when reach there..onli 1 person is there..all late de!! haiyo..
so bored!! at there waste time onli..4hr almost like doin nth..sian ar..almost fall aslp sia..haha..anyway today comfirm must slp early..if not i will die ar..everyday 3 or 4 am den slp..not enough slp!!!! alot pimple sia!!

8:37 PM


so tired..went two place today..first serene,yiling n mi went to bugis..cos i say i wan buy cloth..haha..actually we meet 1.50pm at mrt de..but all late la..haha..den about 3pm den reach bugis..shop..shop..i brought 2 shirt n a short ba..haha..cost mi about $50..SO EXPENSIVE!! Anyway we after walkin a few round over there..we all are tired..so sit at bugis cafe..or wat de..i forget le..den we saw the menu got a dunno wat dessert tat make us think of pizza..ya pizza..yummy yummy..haha..feel so hungry tat time..but bugis no pizza hut..arr..so we went back to amk ..becos there got pizza hut, k box n can buy comic at there..cos there got a comic shop beside bk store is quite big..n onli there got the comic i wan buy..but sad sia..i still missin out 1 bk of the comic if not got whole set liao..haiyo..the first love bk 8..arrr..I WAN!! ke wu..haha..after buying the comic went to k box..sing song..yeah!! so happy.. i like to sing song..althought alway out of tune la..haha..but very fun la..singing ai ne with serene..haha..but yiling is not around..being forced to go home be4 11pm..sad la..worse den mi..being control by her mum..{if got any problem call mi i will help u de..yiling..}..haha..anyway i reach home at 12 something am..luckly din get scolded..haha.. aiya..din get to watch show..the channel u..7pm de show..who got?? lend mi!! haha.. btw my hp spoil liao!! siao siao de..call yiling when at k box..but cant get throught..den she call mi..my hp din ring..oso cannot get throught..dunno is her hp spoil or mine..aiya..dunno la..haha..
n there was someone say that my blog de word still not big enough..ke wu..already large liao leh..haha..n say must use dark colour for the word..if not cannot c..ok la..tis post i will put black colour for the word for u to c..anyway u got read my blog de meh?? ke wu de serene!!

1:09 AM

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

hmm..nth special happen today..so dunno wat to blog..haha..
today the onli thing i do is go back to sch n do math..c so guai..holiday still go back to sch..haha..bu yao lian..i noe..wahaha..actually is i dunno how do the math..n part is lazy to do..so go sch do better..haha..but the stupid math ques..especially ques 3..dunno how solve..oso dunno the ques correct de ma..later the teacher say write wrong ques again..wahaha..tat time the assignment 1 got 1 ques write wrong..n our whole class oso dunno..haiyo..anyhow de la the math teacher..n she teach very lan..most of the time dun need to listen to her lesson de..cos even u listen to her lesson u oso cant understand de..i rather sit at the corner..listen to mp3 den read the math bk myself..haha..
btw i am ok le..dun worry about mi..becos of my last post..i just want to vent out my anger..haha..thank for all your concern..hahahaha......
yeah!! goin out tml to shopping..hehe..long time din shop le..whahahah..

10:33 PM

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

I HATE BEING CONTROL! I HATE TO BE FOOL!! For one minute, you agree to let me stay overnight. For the next minute you change your mind and ask me to go home quickly. WHAT YOU WANT! For the first call if you call eariler by one minute, maybe i could go home with sharon and mad. But you call late. It is impossible that i can call back anyone to drive me out ba. I told you in the morning that i will be overnight and you agree!! But after next few call, you want me go home quickly as dad is not happy le. OK! FINE! So i rushed home. Taking the MRT home alone, do you know the feeling of lonely? That not all. I keep receiving the irritating home call every five minute. I already say i going home le. What else do you want!! I also cant fly home ba!!
When i get home, i feel that i am a fool! Dad and you was sitting infornt of the computer happily chatting.And still ask me how is the day? What should i answer?? And what would i feel at that moment?? I feel like screaming out. What have i do? I ignore all the question and went in my room. Slam the door hard and on my radio turning the volume louder. I dont want to hear what they were saying. I thought dad is angry. I thought that i will get a big scolding while walking home. But dad is not angry. Do you know the feeling of scare when rushing home, worry that you might get a big scolding,but end up they are smiling, chatting happily. What would i feel? I think at that moment i have a right to be angry ba! But wat can i do? Scream at him meh?? What i can do is stay at my room and change my anger to tear. I REALLY HATE BEING CONTROL!! Nan de I have event or activity, just one day overnight.I ALSO CANNOT!! I am not a kid anymore, I know how to protect myself. Force me to go home, and what can i do at home?? Computer alway being booked by my brother, i cant even play. Unless i have to do my homework using computer den i can use. Unless i use the computer at midnight because he is asleep. It is so unfair. Is it that i can only stay at home do homework and study???? IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT! OK! I WILL DO THAT!!
LIFE IS SO MEANLESS. I HATE LIVING IN A WORLD WITH NO FREEDOM!!
(btw the 'you' is my mum).

12:17 AM

Saturday, June 10, 2006

really VERY HUNGRY yester..tat i blog until half way den dun wan to blog le..haha..
yeater i hav skipped lesson!! yes!! i think is my first time skippin lesson in ploy sch ba..haha..but tat was not my first time skippin sch la..last at sec sch tat time i oso skip sch be4..haha..so bad..haha..i noe..anyway i onli skip 2 lesson la..the computer wat wat de..haha..cos the couse really very sian..n i cant understand wat the teacher teachin..so when mornin yiling ask mi call her say tat she got the ticket to the superband thing at sentosa..i agree to go..haha..but when i told my mum tat i goin sentosa yester.. she almost wan scold mi..say tat i alway go out..haix..so i dun dare to say i goin sentosa again on mon n tue with my classmate..haix..i think maybe sun den say ba..haha.. den yester after DMD i directly run away to meet yiling at her house..cos i need to change my long pant into a short..haha..den we take mrt there..when reach sentosa..so wasted sia..it is rainnin..cos the concert is at senloso beach..aiya..dunno how spell..ps..haha..den cannot suntan..tis is wat yiling say la..cos i dun wan suntan..i dun wan get dark..haha..for wat happened next at sentosa..hmm..i think i dun hav to say ba..cos really lazy type..haha..den about 11 smth pm reach home yester..luckly my mum din scold mi for so late den reach hm..haha..

3:24 PM

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

arrr..stupid phone..ke wu de mum..call so many time in the early mornin..to wake mi up..ke wu..nan de today i can slp until 10m smth den wake up de lor..u noe wat time my mum start callin the phone..mornin 7.40am i think..or eariler..i dunno..cos i din c the time..i just let it continue to ring until 8am la..very irritatin la..until i cant stand it n wake up listen la..den mum wan mi go grandmum there la..go there do some tratitional prayin thing..consisted as a very important event for all of us la..but tis kind of event-tratition prayin do not take place every month la..just on some important date onli..
when i reach there they already started the prayin thing le la..n we each hav to take the joo stick for dunno how long for 1 session..cos hav to rest for a while..den start the next session of prayin..den kneein on my knee until it is numb..n the worse is i din eat anything from the mornin till 11.30am lor..den later still directly go to sch for class..hungry sia..
den rush to the sch..reach the oopp class..wait for so long the lecturer din come..i think no lesson la..waste my 1 hr time..haiyo..den mad,sharon n mi alway walk in n out the class..durin the 1 hr..den ppl like think we are siao la..walk in n out..hahaha...den after tat is the compution n wat wat lesson..cant rem the couse name la..haha..tis lesson alway end very early de..so gd..haha..as usual tis class end early..tat we hav to take 1 hr break before attendin the talk..cos the talk start at 3pm..onli today got the talk la..the talk is about which elective we can chose in the second year..i hav decided to chose study japanese lauguage as the first choice..i hope can go in la..if not den sad la..haha..
after the talk..angie,mad they all go watch movie..i wan to go de..BUT i promised my mum to go back my grandmother house after sch de..sian!! in end when i reach hm..n call my mum n say i goin grandmother house..she tell mi dun need go le..cos the prayin thing hav end..wat sia..make mi rush here n there..win le lor..
now 6.38pm..sian..eatin my dinner le..bun..wow..SO GOOD RITE!!!! (-,-")..

5:36 PM

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

yeah!! today got 4hr break..haha..but nth to do de..quite sian de..but better den havin lesson la..n the 4hr is not together de..it is separate into 2hr 2hr de..haha..den the last 2 period is the com skill..nearly fall aslp during the lesson..tat lesson is super de sian..wa!!! cant stand the teacher..talk until i wan slp liao..haha..n at com skill lesson she ask about 1 strength that each of us have..i think i say i am friendly..haha..cos i really cant think of anything about mi..friendly..helpful..still got wat..i really dunno..maybe i still dun quite understand myself ba..but i think i am very selfish in some way..really!!!
n 1 more thing tat i wan to say..is anyone who wan view my blog i cant stop them..whether i wan to b angry or not..is my own business..do not hav to care about mi..
another thing i found out now is i am fiece..real fiece..hahaha..n i say it before..my mood change very fast..sometime i am cold..sometime i am hot..i mean wheather..hahaha..sometime i am happy..sometime i am sad..sometime i am fiece..sometime i can treat a person very gd..but sometime i can b very fiece to tat person..anyway one word about mi-- is SIAO..hahahahaha...anyway i am sry to those who havin being tolenratin with mi..sry.....(^n^)..

8:32 PM

Sunday, June 04, 2006

arrrr..sian..borin..wu liao..haix..my habit is back..puttin up tis words in my mouth..y is life so sian..is it onli mi..is it i hav nth interestin to do..or there is no interestin thing happen around mi..makin mi so wu liao..haix..
slept for the whole day today..dunno is slp too less for this few day..or slpin alot today..cosin my headache right now..my brain is all blank now..dunno wat to do..just starin at the msn online just now..doin nth..n no one to chat..hao sian..zhen de hao sian..if i can go out everyday..i wont stay at hm..or maybe i should go find a job soon..very soon..haha..

6:35 PM


wat a borin day..haix..walk around northpoint area today..cos nth to do ma..den chat with yiling n serene..haha..n we hav a badminton session..but most the time we are pickin shuttle cocks la..haha..cant really rem wat i do today..too tired le ba..2.18am le..still bloggin..
anyway 1 week more toward the 2 week holiday..yeah..haha..but need find a job to work..if not no money spend le..haha..BTW I WAN B TUTOR..serene oso wan..haha..cos the pay is quite high de..n if i wan b tutor mayb i will teach math ba..haha..cos i onli noe how teach math..aiya..dunno la..I WAN MONEY ONLI..WAHAHA..but i think i will end up workin as waitress ba..at least can earn some money..haha..

goin to slp liao..late le..gdnite..

1:13 AM

Friday, June 02, 2006

no mood..cant laugh..cant smile..really...not like the normal mi..
found tat tis few day..our class ppl are weird..feel tat most of them are so sad..includin mi ba...
i dunno how to say about my feelin now..it is so messy..a little bit sad..cos i still cannot forget him..yy??? i thought i hate him..i thought i dun like him...i thought....i really dunno..whenever i heard of tat song..or see.....arrrrrrrr....i hope he can stop sendin mi any sms le!!!
my life is all mess up..

10:08 PM


bloggin now..cos being bite by mosquito until cant slp..now is 3.52AM..haha..siao la..at tis time still online..haha..yester more li hai until 5AM den slp..2am tat time still sneak out of house to downstair to teach yiling math..wahaha..dun feel like slpin nowaday..maybe becos too stress le..becos hw and other thing..n another thing happen yester make mi feel like sayin tis: i dun wish to hurt someone unless it is a MUST TO DO SO..the onli thing tat i will do is to avoid...i just dun dare to face to face reject ppl..just like i did not dare to face to face say to him(ex) to break up with him..onli by sms..becos i scare i cant say out anything when facin a person..maybe i am a coward..i noe..(-.-)...

3:54 AM